i can not control other peoples' thoughts or attitudes toward me. whether they love me or leave me, i can only choose where to focus, and what my response will be.
i can not control judah. i can only train him. i can ask for help. i can give myself grace. i can ask God to give me wisdom.
i can not control when our next child is conceived and born. i can not make life. only God can. i can only trust the Creator. and pray and pray and beg for a baby. and wait, and trust. and pray some more.
holding on to this truth today:
the Lord is righteous in all his ways, and kind in all his works. ps 145:17
i can trust Him!
i can trust Him!
